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So lately I've been really wanting to have something back in my life that at the time I really didn't like having there. For some reason I have these rose-colored memories that I don't think quite exist. There's that saying hindsight is twenty-twenty, well this principle just won't leave me alone. For the most part when I look back on things I think wow I should've done that or I should've done this, I can never just be happy with the way that an event in my life progressed. And ironically, I realize this and can't do a thing about it. I'm just gonna look straight ahead from now on, I'm not gonna think about the past and if I do I am going to give myself a severe scolding.