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So it comes to this. Stay in Detroit with a guy who is really sweet but has some issues or check out to Philadelphia. The smart choice is obvious. The smart choice is too obvious. It's just that though I love the adventure of going to a new town and being something completely different than I was before, it's intimidating.
I have to start all over again. Like when I went to Conneticut. Like when I went to high school. You have to take the best of you and almost sell it to complete strangers and hope they are worth it. Detroit seems so easy right now. I have friends and "friends." I know who to call when and when to go where and where to go with who.
But it doesn't make me any more happy to stick around DR. And the prospect of going away to a new place and meet new people and yet again become the new and improved Erica seems so nice. Just..hard. I'll have to reinsert myself in the party scene, the punk scene, the scumbag scene, and if I'm bored the scene scene. Not to mention, reguardless of my choice the job scene.
Ugh! A job! Curses!
I have to start all over again. Like when I went to Conneticut. Like when I went to high school. You have to take the best of you and almost sell it to complete strangers and hope they are worth it. Detroit seems so easy right now. I have friends and "friends." I know who to call when and when to go where and where to go with who.
But it doesn't make me any more happy to stick around DR. And the prospect of going away to a new place and meet new people and yet again become the new and improved Erica seems so nice. Just..hard. I'll have to reinsert myself in the party scene, the punk scene, the scumbag scene, and if I'm bored the scene scene. Not to mention, reguardless of my choice the job scene.
Ugh! A job! Curses!