The world is at it's last days
So some crazy shit has been happening lately. I'll start with what my mom and I were talking about last night.
She said she doesn't think the world as we know it will exist much longer. I was laying in my bed and I started crying. The world is like one big High School. The different groups, not getting along. Even fighting amounghts (sp??) eachother. Everything that happens turns into shit. The United States is the enemy. We are the ones who people pretend to like, but in the end we are going to get back-stabbed. And people are going to turn on us. If anything ever happens, such as we know we are going to have a nuclear war, I will end my own life. I don't want to have to suffer like that and I don't want to have to see my close friends suffer. If this ever happens, I want to gather all of my family together and all my close friends in my house, and we can just laugh and talk about old times and tell eachother things we never knew. Even tell our parents about all the drugs we have done.
I started crying in my bed thinking all these rediculous thoughts. Then I turned my attention to how my dad was all alone in New Jersey. What if the world ended in 5 minutes and the last thought through his head was that he misses his family. A lot of people I know know what its like to not have your dad around all the time. And know what it's like to have a family that doesn't always get along. Its a damn shame. I wish the world would just agree on something, anything. Its so rediculous.
Another thing I found out is that some boys I know were in a car accident on saturday night. One of the guys is in my second period. The other ones I have only known a short period of time. There were 5 teenagers in the car, ages ranging from 13 - 16. 2 of them are in critical conditon, one is being released, tomorrow I think, and two of them are doing okay, with no life threatening injuries. They were in a car going 80 mph over train tracks. The car went 75 feet in the air, hit a curb and flipped. Two of the boys were thrown from the car. And then the car flipped and ran into a palm tree. It's a mistake that they made, a very stupid one, that clearly they are paying for.
I hope they are okay