best day ever
its quite possible that i had the worst day ever today. i really dont even know why, just everything was going wrong. i wish i knew what was wrong with me. its just one of those imstupidimuglyimfatfreakingidiot type days? plus people just really make me mad. i really dont understand why people feel the need to tell people things about other people? do you really have nothing else to say? honeslty what are their intentions, just keep things to your self. i dont know then on top of it i lost 20 dollars i failed a test ditched a friend by accident and missed church and im tired and stressed. i prolly should have gone to church it might have made me feel better:/. i keep having crying outbursts which i havent had for months. i really wish i just had someone to make me happy. god dammit.