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isn't it funny how.. wait i'm not gonna start this one off like that.. cuz it's not funny.. high school changes so many things and it's hard to take it all in at the same time.. you get so close over the three years at jr. high and then when you get to high school it's like it all changes at once.. this isn't for everyone of chores.. i mean theres friends that will stay with you forever.. through tuff and bad times.. but then theres those friends that no matter what you do theres no stoping them from leaving.. and those are the friends that you just have to remember the good times with.. if you guys couldn't tell i'm talkin about just one person pretty much i mean theres friends that i had that i thought i would have now but i think that i did kinda know that they wouldn't stay good friends forever.. but one person i have to say i was shocked.. it's like i walk past her and she doesn't even say hi.. you never realize how good of friends you were until your not friends anymore and after you realize that it's not ever going to be the same friendship it's kinda hard to accept it.. but if she reads this i do want her to know something.. how you live your life is your desision but please don't be stupid about the things that you do.. theres so much presure to do things these days and i know that what you have been doing is not how you would loosualy act and i just hope that you realize what you might be getting yourself into and i just want you to know that i'm always here for you if you need anything.. i know that you probably don't know who you are.. but i don't want to say her name so i'm not gonna she'll figure it out.. k thats all i have to say about that lol.. love you! now.. oh man it was so funny the other night.. i was home alone and it was about 11:00 pm i think i dono it was at night time though and i was scared out of my mind to start with and then the dog desides that it's gonna freak out and start barking and run around the house.. so i freaked out and ran up stairs into the bathroom and locked the door.. the i realized that i forgot the phone so i had to run out of the bathroon and look for the phone.. and i hate it when every little sound you here scares you cuz the it's really hard to focus on what you looking for.. well i finally found the phone and ran into the bathroom again where i sat until my mom got home.. i know i'm such a wimp but it was pretty funny i have to admit.. well thats my story.. so hows your day been.. i hope great! cuz i'm sure haven a good one.. i know one thing that could make it better.. but oh well.. i'm gonna go love you..