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i don't know if it's just me or if i'm the only one that ever feels this way.. but do you ever stop and just think about how good things are.. like you stop what your doing look around you and try to soak in that moment because you don't ever want to foget it.. like today.. my volleyball team had a tournement and to be honist we were sucking it up but after we realized that it was all in our heads and after we all got out of our bad moods and were really ready to play we did awsome! we came back and made it to the chaptionship game.. we were up but 4 i think and things looked pretty good. the whole team was so pumped and it was the best feeling ever.. it was one of the most awsome things to see too.. we were all doing so good! so for that second in time all i could think about was how i never wanted to forget that moment.. EVER! and so thats why i'm telling you all this.. so one day if i read through all my entries and find this one i'll remember and remember how good it felt to be there.. because it's times like those that you don't ever want to forget.. alright.. well now that i put that mental note in here i can write about something eles.. has there ever been something that you have wanted so bad it hurts.. well if you have i'm truley sorry because i know how that feels.. it stresses you out.. makes you angry.. moody.. sad.. mad.. sick.. confused and more then anything fustrated.. it makes you feel like how hard you try you'll never get it.. and it sucks i know.. it sucks really bad.. so if you are going through that then i just want to let you know that your not alone and I am really sorry.. but DON'T give up if you truley want what your striving for.. it's worth the wait.. and if it ends up not worth it.. then i guess we all have to learn a lesson someday.. is anyone ready for winter to come? like real winter.. cold rainy winter.. i sure am! i want to be able to ware long sleeves! i'm sick of this heat.. and i'm sick of the dryness! it sucks! i want it to rain.. flash floods! just kidding but i do want it to rain.. BADLY! guess what show started.. ONE TREE HILL! yeah! i was so excited to watch it.. man the things us hemet kids look forward to.. a t.v. show.. my goodness! keepin it real ya know! well i'm sorry that there was a lot of speratic things in my entrie today.. i'll try to think of something better tomarrow.. love you..