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I have basically completely fucked myself with school and the worst part is I don't care enough right now to put in the effort needed to pull myself out of the whole I am swiftly digging.
Also I am sick and that does not help in any way. I threw up for the first time in something like 13 years this past wed. And I think I made up for all those years in that one night throwing up at least five times if not more. It was hard to keep track. I hate throwing up almost more than anything, this was one of the worst nights, physically, of my life. Now I am just really week because I haven't eaten or really properly rested since. I am smart.
I really wish I didn't have so much work on my plate right now.
The good news is that spring break is next week and I will get to go home. Granted if I am smart much of my spring break will be spent working, but let's not think about that right now. No classes for a week. Seeing some friends, spending an actual length of time with Ian toward the end, resting, and unwinding. Also this means I have about two months of school left. That's amazing. Because I am definately already done.
I am so tired. I need to sleep for the rest of the week please.
Also I am sick and that does not help in any way. I threw up for the first time in something like 13 years this past wed. And I think I made up for all those years in that one night throwing up at least five times if not more. It was hard to keep track. I hate throwing up almost more than anything, this was one of the worst nights, physically, of my life. Now I am just really week because I haven't eaten or really properly rested since. I am smart.
I really wish I didn't have so much work on my plate right now.
The good news is that spring break is next week and I will get to go home. Granted if I am smart much of my spring break will be spent working, but let's not think about that right now. No classes for a week. Seeing some friends, spending an actual length of time with Ian toward the end, resting, and unwinding. Also this means I have about two months of school left. That's amazing. Because I am definately already done.
I am so tired. I need to sleep for the rest of the week please.