Sep 30, 2004 00:34
Simply put, I hate my life right now. I hate not having money. I hate that I am not interested in school. I hate living here at my house. I hate all this petty bullshit in my life. I hate being alone.
Seriously the only good thing in my life is that I am 21 and if I just want to go pound down a few beers to take the edge off I can. No, strike that, I can't cause I have no money!
I haven't gone to class all week so far and I probably won't go back. I hate to do it, but I need to drop out, get my old job at BrightHouse back, and move the fuck on with my life cause I have realized I probably won't amount to anything more than a mid-level computer techie just getting by on his good looks. HA! Isn't it kinda odd that I can be so damn depressed, yet still crack jokes like that. Me getting by on my good looks? HA!
Damn staright I am listening to Hilary Duff right now. Got a problem with that?