lately...
so, lately I have been around kaitlin a lot and I still feel the same way as I did in my last post.... so, now I am just gonna let her stay around for as long as she chooses to..... I thought about it a lot over the last week and realized that it sounds kind of mean but truth is I just don't want to have to deal with it so I am just letting things flow as they may.... I know that she seems to think there is more between us and I have tried giving her hints that its not... also, I get the impression that she isn't quite as attached as she appears... she refuses to have me around her friends, she is very secretive with me but then tries to tell me that she isn't... I think its hilarious to be honest... to give an idea of what I mean surmise give hints, I asked her today if she really thought we would work out... she didn't answer right away and then said yeah.... I then asked her about the fact that we can't sleep together comfortably and if she really thought that could work for the next 30 years... it totally went over her head..... you know the more I write this out the more I realize that I am gonna end it... and probably sooner than later....
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