lost without losing myself.....

[fatlttleweeble]

been a while since i've updated.. my party went well... i got totally plastered... it was hilarious... anyways.... now for why i'm updating... like normal, it's about a girl... this time i'm lost as to how to get to this girl... she's different.. but not in the same different that i normally go off about... she has this way about her... it's like she has this whole wild side about her... but at the same time she thinks everything through.... a little difference is that she is a party girl.... didn't used to be my type... probably won't be again.... i guess i'm trying ti figure out how to stand out to her... how do i get her to see that i want to get to know her so that eventually we can go out... her and i have been friends for a while now but we've only actually hung out 6 times and one of those i was drunk... i will be honest in that i wasn't attracted to her at first... but it seems like everytime i hang out with her i feel like i never want to stop hanging out with her... it's not like i'm totally addicted to her but at the same time i could see where i could be?? i think part of my attraction to her is that she's so open about things... take for instance... when i first met her i was a complete and total ass... yet, after i apoloized online(i don't really know why i did that) she was still willing to hang out with me again... i don't know if it's because she doesn't judge people on first impressions like me... or just that she gave me the second chance... she's really cool to hang out with... there's something about her that i can't get off my mind... i don't know what it is...

well, i'll just ask all of you... what can i do to stand out to her more? if anything?