everything broken
I know noone actually reads these things I just need to get shit off my chest and the one person i want to talk to about it is the reason why all of this has come to be. He has always been the reason of my happiness and is now the reason for my pain and sorrow. Matt and I are on a "break". so that means what.. that we are not currently talking or seeing each other in hopes that matt will rediscover the reasons why he wants to be with me. but the truth is now more then ever I need him to be my better half. He is the only person I want to talk to and now cant. He is the first person I think about in the morning and the last at night. After all my crying last over the past week he was there.. and now hes not. I love him so much why does this break thing suck so much.. more to come..