time to get it all out
its been awhile since ive written so time for the long post. I am home,in jersey, alone. with very few friends. it sucks. being away from matt, though i know its been coming it is awful i hate it!!! i miss him so much that it makes me cry. He tells me the sweetest things over the phone that it makes me smile on the outside and cry on the inside. Why did this have to happen. I hate being a chic. I hate being stupidly emotional.
on the other side, there are certain people at home who always make plans and ditchs me for nothing. no call no nothing. Im sick of that too. I am being overworked, underappriecated, underpaid, and now unfriended. I hate who i seem to be and i cant change everything all at once. I feel that daily life is just a big show i put on. I know that it isnt just me who feels this way but i am stull hurting from it. I also hate to say this, but i miss rochester
that wasnt as long or as much information that i would like to update with, im just getting too tired from being at work for the past 14 hours. so goodnight everyone
on the other side, there are certain people at home who always make plans and ditchs me for nothing. no call no nothing. Im sick of that too. I am being overworked, underappriecated, underpaid, and now unfriended. I hate who i seem to be and i cant change everything all at once. I feel that daily life is just a big show i put on. I know that it isnt just me who feels this way but i am stull hurting from it. I also hate to say this, but i miss rochester
that wasnt as long or as much information that i would like to update with, im just getting too tired from being at work for the past 14 hours. so goodnight everyone