May 28, 2005 23:25
Well, i'm done with everything, i'm happy one minute and depressed the next. I don't feel the need to always feel this way. It sucks too, when you have to act "happy" so other people can be happy. It's been like that for awhile and it really needs to change. I don't like not being myself, i just feel the need to be accepted more than on peoples bad side. It's hard enough knowing that i screwed up, but then reading something earlier,and now it changed like not to long ago. So i don't think things are gonna be the way they were. I wish that they would though, i was happy then ..
until next time fat america
-Tim Tim