damn boys anyways
...though i'll never tell you broke my heart, giving you so much of my passion and what not for at the first sign of trouble you bail out leaving me here conflicted and torn. Sure i'm over what occured because you always seemed so damn aloof anyways but what can u do? I've used life as an excuse not to think about what went down but it seems that you've been creeping up into my dreams and lonely times more and more. So just in case you missed the news flash you need to stay out of my thoughts before i go insane.... I don't deal with the what if's or if i had done's because then it'll consume me. I wish you all the best and it's quite obvious you've moved on but just for kicks we'll pretend we ended giving me the upper hand...