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I am having trouble differentiating between what I want and what weed wants. I'm generally very stubborn about altering the course of my life because of weed. Like I refuse to lose friendships because of weed and such. I just have a haunting fear that I will wake up one morning and be like what the fuck have I done? But, what if my stubborness is unreasonable and keeping me from doing things I want to do? Its all very complicated and confusing. Kinda like this entry.