Aug 07, 2005 12:52
Not much to say except for the fact that I'm pissed off. Back when I didn't have a job everyone wanted to do things with me, and I would feel bad because I either couldn't or they would have to pay for me. Now that I have a great job and make almost $500 a week, nobody is free to do jack shit. Every day during the week when I work, I come home wanting to go do something for a few hours, but no one can go out. When the weekend comes I want to go do ANYTHING (usually I want to see a movie), and once again everyone would rather do something else. I've been canceled on, I've been lied to, and I've just been hated. I don't feel like Randi tried hard enough to do anything with me and it makes me sad. I feel bad too because when she can't come out I usually ask someone else to come out with me instead. Even though I still end up not going out, I feel like a bad person for talking to someone else. I'm afraid of what Randi is thinking all the time. I don't know what she is thinking about when we're talking.
All I wanted to do was go see Dukes of Hazzard at the movies this weekend, but I will not go see another fucking movie alone. I'm tired of it. So needless to say, I still haven't seen it and the opening weekend is almost over. Fuck girls that don't want to do anything with a guy like me.