Heartaches & Schooyards
I don't know what to say...my heart hurts.
I know this girl, and I'm sure she know who she is. I like this girl A LOT, but I know she isn't interested in me like that. I wish so much that we could be together. The reason I'm writing this is because I know she will see this. She will read this and know how I feel (as if it weren't evident to begin with) about her, but she will feel uncomfortable afterwards. I am worried she won't want to see me anymore after this, but I feel she just has to know before she walks off with another guy...the wrong guy. She is a truly AMAZING girl. She is quite funny, very adorable, extremely beautiful, and she just gives me that "feeling." You know that fuzzy, warm feeling you get in your chest when you really like someone. Well, she gives that to me all the time and it makes me want to kiss her for hours upon hours. I think she really is the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on, and she's everything else, too. She is the sweetest thing, and when she smiles, it makes me smile. I want to do fun stuff with her...the fun stuff that loving couples do with each other such as:
+Holding hands all the time, even when we're driving
+Laying alone together and not speaking...just listening to each other's breathing as our hearts beat in rhythm together
+Falling asleep cuddled together in the best hug imaginable...the kind where your legs are wrapped around each other
+Saying "I love you" and meaning it
+Acting like a 4th grade schoolyard couple...just being really cute together
My heart hurts because after saying all of this it won't change how she feels about me. We may never be more than friends, and that's what hurts the most.
I think I'm addicted to you, Sheila. You're the drug every boy wants.
.nick♥
P.S. I'm not pretty...maybe that's why she doesn't like me...
I know this girl, and I'm sure she know who she is. I like this girl A LOT, but I know she isn't interested in me like that. I wish so much that we could be together. The reason I'm writing this is because I know she will see this. She will read this and know how I feel (as if it weren't evident to begin with) about her, but she will feel uncomfortable afterwards. I am worried she won't want to see me anymore after this, but I feel she just has to know before she walks off with another guy...the wrong guy. She is a truly AMAZING girl. She is quite funny, very adorable, extremely beautiful, and she just gives me that "feeling." You know that fuzzy, warm feeling you get in your chest when you really like someone. Well, she gives that to me all the time and it makes me want to kiss her for hours upon hours. I think she really is the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on, and she's everything else, too. She is the sweetest thing, and when she smiles, it makes me smile. I want to do fun stuff with her...the fun stuff that loving couples do with each other such as:
+Holding hands all the time, even when we're driving
+Laying alone together and not speaking...just listening to each other's breathing as our hearts beat in rhythm together
+Falling asleep cuddled together in the best hug imaginable...the kind where your legs are wrapped around each other
+Saying "I love you" and meaning it
+Acting like a 4th grade schoolyard couple...just being really cute together
My heart hurts because after saying all of this it won't change how she feels about me. We may never be more than friends, and that's what hurts the most.
I think I'm addicted to you, Sheila. You're the drug every boy wants.
.nick♥
P.S. I'm not pretty...maybe that's why she doesn't like me...