Jan 12, 2007 01:25
I seriously feel like being in bitch mode right now.
I have been through too much shit these past two months.
I lost three of my best friends and the only one
I feel guilty about is Jeremy because he isnt bein an ass to me.
The others one all I hear is STUPID FUCKING BITCH blah blah...
And I am soo tired of hearing it.
And all this I have changed bullshit. No I have not changed the only
I am still the same the only thing different is that I have a higher self esteem.
Because I know that I am fucking AMAZING. And I have ppl around me that tell me that everyday.
And I stand up for myself now.YES that includes ERICA and Eric, Landon, Suzann,Josh.I talk to all of them about everyday and they are all amazing.And it helped me realize that Erica will stick by me no matter wat.....unlike some ppl. This whole thing helps me realize that I have amazing friends,
And no they arent just there because I am a fat funny person. Because as most of you know I am
an open book. I am sorry if that is annoying but you know wat I dont give a fuck.
Yes I am upset that those ppl arent in my life anymore but maybe thats for the best since
I have changed so effing much. Haha watever. I am still the same Dani. I love my friends more than life and I would have done anything for them..even though they never believed me, SO yes I am tired. Marcus says I have changed, I may have but not as much as him. Alot of ppl probably dont know wat I am talking about because they werent around him as much as i was. But for those of you who have you know its true. Dont try to hide it. Oh well I dont care anymore its done. I am just happy that I still have Erica. She is an amzing person, a hundred times better than me. I start school in like two weeks ahh so nervous....
xoxoDani