who are you trying to impress? the president?

[fathomgreen]

wow, it's as if i don't even have a live journal anymore because all i do is read other's. I read some of my old journals last night and it seemed as though i had more to say then... either that or i've already said everything that i've had to say and i'm not one who enjoys repeating himself.
last night at eric and jake's there were a lot of philosophical conversations. I enjoy listening to my friends discuss such things but getting involved in these talks is not an activity that i frequently do. I still have plenty of opinions and i'm definitely more than educated on 80% of the usual topics that are discussed, but one person's opinions seem to always get lost in groups. I enjoy one on one conversations.
as most of my friends know, being interrupted is something that happens to me constantly. People don't even mean to and it happens. The reason for this seems to be because my voice is lower then most people's. This definitely holds me back. But in saying all this i'm not complaining. I listen very well... and since i do this, i think i know all my friends very well and their opinions on these topics.

basically i'm saying that maybe... just maybe... you're all figments of my imagination... yeah, i bet you are...