Log 009 ♣ I wasn't in time ...
[Private]
Saphir.
Sometimes, I wonder how things might have been different for him if I had been less ambitious as a child. How strange that I would never have thought this way if I had remained as I had been then.
There is no atonement for the crimes of my past, I have come to decide. Even making up for them, even in ridding Auldrant of the Nebilim of my creation, it is not enough. There is merely living with those mistakes, and hopefully learning not to make them again.
And yet, as I look at what he has become, I still wonder what I might have done differently, if I had my present knowledge at that time. Would it have stopped me?
I doubt that.
In the end, my actions may well have caused the death of Saphir, as it were.
How strange that I would be thinking of this now.
[/Private]
Oh, how dreadfully quiet things have become. How disapointing.
Why, I even seem to be short a pet.
Colonel Jade Curtiss
Third Division, Malkuth Imperial Forces
Saphir.
Sometimes, I wonder how things might have been different for him if I had been less ambitious as a child. How strange that I would never have thought this way if I had remained as I had been then.
There is no atonement for the crimes of my past, I have come to decide. Even making up for them, even in ridding Auldrant of the Nebilim of my creation, it is not enough. There is merely living with those mistakes, and hopefully learning not to make them again.
And yet, as I look at what he has become, I still wonder what I might have done differently, if I had my present knowledge at that time. Would it have stopped me?
I doubt that.
In the end, my actions may well have caused the death of Saphir, as it were.
How strange that I would be thinking of this now.
[/Private]
Oh, how dreadfully quiet things have become. How disapointing.
Why, I even seem to be short a pet.
Colonel Jade Curtiss
Third Division, Malkuth Imperial Forces