Josie, I did not ask to be put in the position I am in. It happened anyway, and that means that yes, sometimes I have to do things I don't want to do. Including calling people out on crap like this when I wish I could just keep my goddamn mouth shut.
It has nothing to do with 'according to me'. What I am saying to you is logic, pure and simple. You have pulled yourself out of something horrific and I am so proud of you for that. To go back on it now...I worry that you won't be able to pull yourself out again. And it would break my heart to have to do something about that. It really, really would.
Whether I approve or not...that doesn't enter into it. I keep saying you have no right to judge others actions and neither do I. I love the people I love despite what they do, and Josie, if you do this it won't make me love you any less. Just as it doesn't anyone I love makes a mistake. Which only makes it harder when they lose themselves and I have to step in.
I just want you to think about it. Because if you become a danger to yourself or others, I do have to do my job. Despite my feelings for Dragonetti or anyone else. Despite my feelings for you. That's how this works. I can't just be here for you all when it's convenient for you and look away when there's someone we don't like. I have as much reason as anyone to hate Alessandro Dragonetti. Everything he did, he did to me. What I want is for him to face his actions. Part of me wants him to suffer, yes. I can't deny that. I also know I can't indulge it because of what it would do to me. That is the choice I am making.
If you still think so little of me that you believe I am only saying all of this to you because I don't approve...then I suppose there is nothing more to say. All that's left are our actions.
It has nothing to do with 'according to me'. What I am saying to you is logic, pure and simple. You have pulled yourself out of something horrific and I am so proud of you for that. To go back on it now...I worry that you won't be able to pull yourself out again. And it would break my heart to have to do something about that. It really, really would.
Whether I approve or not...that doesn't enter into it. I keep saying you have no right to judge others actions and neither do I. I love the people I love despite what they do, and Josie, if you do this it won't make me love you any less. Just as it doesn't anyone I love makes a mistake. Which only makes it harder when they lose themselves and I have to step in.
I just want you to think about it. Because if you become a danger to yourself or others, I do have to do my job. Despite my feelings for Dragonetti or anyone else. Despite my feelings for you. That's how this works. I can't just be here for you all when it's convenient for you and look away when there's someone we don't like. I have as much reason as anyone to hate Alessandro Dragonetti. Everything he did, he did to me. What I want is for him to face his actions. Part of me wants him to suffer, yes. I can't deny that. I also know I can't indulge it because of what it would do to me. That is the choice I am making.
If you still think so little of me that you believe I am only saying all of this to you because I don't approve...then I suppose there is nothing more to say. All that's left are our actions.
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