Some Enchanted Evening
I'm going to meet a dear sweet friend of mine in one week. It will be a romantic evening filled with dinner, holding hands, sexual innuendo, a make out session in the backseat of the taxi, followed by an unbelievable night of sexual fantasies come to bear and companionship fulfilled. At least I hope it will be. Things seldom go the way you want them to, so I'm not sure what's gonna happen. But I'm definitely looking forward to this night, and I'm ready for anything. It will have been 4 years and 7 months since I've been close to a woman, but who's counting? Some older people may not think that's a long time, but I'm 24. I'm coming to the height of my sexual peak. Being denied pleasure for so long has given me the very odd and unwanted viewpoint of someone deemed undesirable to so many. I feel as if the superficial world has held me in court and sentenced me to a life of being alone, being ignored, and being unhappy. Now that I've once again found a diamond in the rough and have proven to her that I'm better than the good looking guys who cheat, beat, lie and steal, I feel myself hoping this is the one, the one that will be there forever, that I won't have to lose to one thing or another, that will be everything I'm seeing in her now and will never change. Of course she has baggage, like everybody does to an extent. I'm just hoping that we're strong enough to carry both of our baggage the whole way down the platform. Her little girl needs a father and I feel like I want to try and fill that role because I feel at my young age that I want to settle down and start a family. I simply feel like that's the joy I've been wanting in my life, been needing. My friend needs a father for her daughter, a companion in her life since her peach of a husband left, and moral support. I want to try and fill those needs, just as she will fulfill my needs for companionship and love. I just hope I don't disappoint her.