I'm freaked out...
Well...I'm freaking out. I go back to the doctor to see if some cervical dysplasia has gotten worse and will lead to cervical cancer or if it went away. I'm really scared. I feel like crying right now but I'm trying not to. I'm stupid cuz i'm reading on this web site right now about women who had cervical cancers and some of them had to have hysterectomys and the would be horrible. I don't know what I would do. Of course i'm probably worrying for no reason (I hope), but I can't help it...it scares me so much. If I couldnt have children I don't know what I would do. That would crush me....I don't even know why i'm writing this on a journal. I guess I can't talk to anyone or just plain don't want to right now.......anyone know anything about this kind of stuff?