Why do bad things happen to me?
Soooooo I might have cervical cancer. Whoopidy freiken doo! I have to waaaiiiitt until the 29th so that I can go and get something called a coloscopy. A coloscopy is basically like your standard pap smear except they dye your cervix with acetic acid or something like that and remove some tissue for a biopsy. Sooo I'll be bleeding and uncomfy for some day after but at least we'll know if I have cancer or not. I am so frieken scared right now you don't even know. All of these scary thoughts of what might happen keep going through my head and I spent the better part of yesterday crying. My guess is that I probably do have it since it runs in my family...great...just great. Soooooo shit happens and it sucks...and i'm scared shitless. But I have support. Okay that's it I guess....