Fuck December

[fatfa]

this sucks i hate how one night you could be having one of the most fun times ever than everything can just turn to shit again. the fuckin mood changes the depression it fucking blows. theres no point in fighting it cuz some battles are inevitable and can never be won. i guess the best i can do is make a pact to ignore it. it just sucks i dont even know what to fucking say. nothing ever goes right for me. nothing, fuckin everything sucks i can never get a fucking break it always has to be fucked up. maybe its my fault maybe i was born fucked and i am meant to live the rest of my life fucked. as a fuckin fuck up. all i ask is for this one thing man if this one thing works out everything will be fuckin awesome man but its not, i know it wont, it didnt fuck it i guess ill just ignore everything, than ill die and i wont have to deal with this shit anymore. and this fuckin loneliness aint really helping me much, being alone sucks.fuck fuck fuck wow i really said fuck alot in this entry o well hopefully all of this venting at the world helps but o well i already know the outcome off all of this shit cuz it always ends up the fucking same way, me gettin fucked over cuz like i said nothing ever swings my way. ahhhhhhhhh. FUCK!

Sincerely,
Fatfa