anger
i wrote this whole entry and it got deleted by my stupid computer... not that you cared about what i wrote anyways. so here it is: no one cares and i'm not letting anyone view my poems because you abused the power and threw one away, and finally, i'm in a rotten mood because a piece of me has just died and thats because of you poem chuckers. i'm so angry and so furious and i dont know why but i feel as if i could tear down this house and not be satisfied. last night i had a whole entry in my head and it contained most of my life in it so you all could know me better, but no one cares anyways so i'm going away. the last thing i have to say is i'm such a nobody and i can't believe that i joined drama and tennis because its not as if i play a big part in them anyways... im too quiet and easy to forget... and i was hoping to talk to tony but what was i thinking, that someone could actually make me feel better? im just going to go now before i kill the computer...