thank you eric gallegos for being a friend to talk to.

[fates_satori]

i'm going to college. it just hit me.

maybe i should've stayed here for a year.

here come the tears.

.....

i'm not ready to leave yet. i can't go. breathe breathe breath...just breathe.

i have friends here. i have family here. i've never been to utah. who wants to hang around with a stupid girl like me....:S

i'm not ready...i can't...not ready...oh gosh. can't breathe. please shoot me. :/

what am i supposed to do. it's so far away......i'm making a new life. oh dearrrr....how's this supposed to work. it can't. it won't. oh my........i'm not ready, it's going to be too much. daniel and amanda were right, i can't do it.

:'[....i'm not ready.