breathe your life into me...

[fates_dice]

today is day number one of packing up the house...its so depressing. all i can think about is all my memories are getting put into boxes...the only life i know is being taken away to my grandmothers house. i'm trying so hard to be peppy and to keep my mind off of what is being taken away. my room is not as bare as the rest of the house but its getting there. my house seems so empty inside, so lonely and desolate. god im going to miss this place. as much as i hate it here i love my house. its the last house ill live in for a while. its only going to be a few more months until i'm officially moved out. i  cant wait but at the same time i want to.

sighs...

mj