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So this past week I took a break from stuffing myself and being stuffed all the time to see if I was actually putting on weight and to make sure the weight wasn't just a food stuffed distended belly, and it is now come to my attention that not stuffing makes me very hungry and when I'm hungry I'm irritable so back to the good life of overeating nonstop and being ultimately lazy.
I am getting fatter!!! While I was not stuffing all the time it became appearant that the rest of me is indeed getting bigger too. I'm getting very soft and very big. People who knew me only when i was thin would not recognize me now and it's so wonderful. I jiggle I shake and I sway.
I talked to Paul last night about immobility and we both want it for me, but the logistics of it don't seem to work out. I'd have to do everything from the bed in which I'd be confined to which isnt so bad, but I don't know if I want to give up all movement. Granted immobility is a long way down the road but if I don't want to become immobile then I should remain active as I grow immensely fat, but if I do want to be immobile then I should start now. What do y'all think?
235 pounds
I am getting fatter!!! While I was not stuffing all the time it became appearant that the rest of me is indeed getting bigger too. I'm getting very soft and very big. People who knew me only when i was thin would not recognize me now and it's so wonderful. I jiggle I shake and I sway.
I talked to Paul last night about immobility and we both want it for me, but the logistics of it don't seem to work out. I'd have to do everything from the bed in which I'd be confined to which isnt so bad, but I don't know if I want to give up all movement. Granted immobility is a long way down the road but if I don't want to become immobile then I should remain active as I grow immensely fat, but if I do want to be immobile then I should start now. What do y'all think?
235 pounds