Well, I promoted a band, found someone who is into the same music, and also hates drama!!!
A lot has happened over the last few days. A LOT of Drama. I hate drama. Drama can kiss my ass. I'm really glad that I called her and we talked through some things, some misunderstandings. I shared with her what I told him, that I refuse to judge her until I know her because I don't want to be "that person". I know I absolutely hate when people judge me when they don't know me and I don't want to be "that person." Nuff' Said. So we were adults about the situation, realized our comments were pretty middle school, laughed about it, got over it and are done. I really will call and make dinner or lunch plans one of these days this week! I just want this all to end. I want to be able to come out of this gaining my old friend and hopefully a new friend.
I'm almost 21 years old, I have a lot going for me and I have my whole life ahead of me. I'm just starting out. I have a talent that can make me a world of money if I just apply myself. I'm trying to get my life in order. I have been pretty successful in surrounding myself with a great group of people that are anti-dramatic. Turns out, this girl is just as anti-dramatic as we are. Who knows, maybe things will be cool. If we aren't meant to be friends, I hope we can continue to be civil and mature and give each other some respect.
I have enough things to stress about in my life, I'm not going to let a few words get to me. So we both have had the opportunity to experience something great in our lives, we should realize this and build off it. I don't want to lose a great person in my life because things got a little rocky. I'm over him and have moved on. I realize now, that it was just a learning experience, a diamond in the ruff, our pathes crossed temporarily so I could figure out a little bit more about myself. I feel very lucky to have had this opportunity and I realize now that this is how it was meant to be. If I ever can be friends with him again, I will cherish that friendship now more than ever.
I truely am happy that he is so happy. I always knew deep down, he would go back to her, I just didn't like to admit it then. That made me the rebound. No one wants that!! When he talked about her, there was something in his eyes that differed from any other moment he talked about another person.
So now, feeling content and a little less stressed, I'm going to be the addict I am and hit up some MSD. A huge weight is now just hovering over my shoulders, not so much resting...hopefully it will only get better. I guess sometimes life has to be a bitch before it treats you well. It will all even out in the end.
P.S. I'm glad you liked Hinder!!! I'm sure if you ever listen to the Blitz, you have heard "Get Stoned"....their first huge hit!!! I seriously am addicted to that CD...I will make you a copy! (Cuz I will confess, I planned on leaving a couple CD's on his doorstep that he mentioned he wanted a while ago...) I can't let good music go unshared!
I'm almost 21 years old, I have a lot going for me and I have my whole life ahead of me. I'm just starting out. I have a talent that can make me a world of money if I just apply myself. I'm trying to get my life in order. I have been pretty successful in surrounding myself with a great group of people that are anti-dramatic. Turns out, this girl is just as anti-dramatic as we are. Who knows, maybe things will be cool. If we aren't meant to be friends, I hope we can continue to be civil and mature and give each other some respect.
I have enough things to stress about in my life, I'm not going to let a few words get to me. So we both have had the opportunity to experience something great in our lives, we should realize this and build off it. I don't want to lose a great person in my life because things got a little rocky. I'm over him and have moved on. I realize now, that it was just a learning experience, a diamond in the ruff, our pathes crossed temporarily so I could figure out a little bit more about myself. I feel very lucky to have had this opportunity and I realize now that this is how it was meant to be. If I ever can be friends with him again, I will cherish that friendship now more than ever.
I truely am happy that he is so happy. I always knew deep down, he would go back to her, I just didn't like to admit it then. That made me the rebound. No one wants that!! When he talked about her, there was something in his eyes that differed from any other moment he talked about another person.
So now, feeling content and a little less stressed, I'm going to be the addict I am and hit up some MSD. A huge weight is now just hovering over my shoulders, not so much resting...hopefully it will only get better. I guess sometimes life has to be a bitch before it treats you well. It will all even out in the end.
P.S. I'm glad you liked Hinder!!! I'm sure if you ever listen to the Blitz, you have heard "Get Stoned"....their first huge hit!!! I seriously am addicted to that CD...I will make you a copy! (Cuz I will confess, I planned on leaving a couple CD's on his doorstep that he mentioned he wanted a while ago...) I can't let good music go unshared!