I'm a dopefiend, baby! And I don't know why...
So last night went pretty well. It was fun to go out and do something different, a change of pace, a new scene. Also, it was a good way of checking out bars and clubs we should go to when we're 21!! Hehe. But no, seriously, I had a good time. Those bars that we went to, we could have *easily* walked right up to the bar and gotten ourselves a drink (us underage kids) and no one would have said a word. I was a little nervous and honestly I really just wasn't in the mood to drink. I had one Miller Lite before we left and that was it. I'm proud of myself. I had a nice, fun night out with the buds and didn't *have* to drink and didn't *Crave* it more importantly.
Erin, honey, you don't seem yourself lately, you know I am here if you want to talk! My lips are always sealed! I just want to make sure everything is ok...maybe it's just me though. I know I've been off lately. *hugs*
Speaking of things being off lately, I don't know what Rachel and her friend's deal is recently. Rachel's friend keeps IMing me and threatening me and nosing around, seeing what I am doing every night or weekend...She's checking up on me. Making sure there is no mention of you know who. That away message is what got them! Hahaha! I thought it was hilarious. Getting a rise out of people amuses me. Damn, I am going to Hell. Oh well, Sarah and I are carpooling so you are welcome to join. Could be a fun trip. I don't know, it turned into a situation that *I* don't even understand. Somehow, I'm the immature one, I'm the bitch (oh wait, I've always been a bitch..scratch that), and I'm the one who "fucked up". It seems like whatever it is I did, I did alone, souly to Rachel and intentionally at that. Must be that damned MSD...I need to get off the drugs...Anywho, you call me Psycho, you better be careful. I will live up to it so you don't make false claims. I've done it before, it was fun, living up to the names people call me. I will do it again. You are asking for it. It's on baby! It's on! I'm looking forward to being Psycho. Like a retard in a Chucky Cheese.
But for now, I'm out like a midget in a high jump contest.
P.S. 6 days till Justin is here!!! :) :) :)
Erin, honey, you don't seem yourself lately, you know I am here if you want to talk! My lips are always sealed! I just want to make sure everything is ok...maybe it's just me though. I know I've been off lately. *hugs*
Speaking of things being off lately, I don't know what Rachel and her friend's deal is recently. Rachel's friend keeps IMing me and threatening me and nosing around, seeing what I am doing every night or weekend...She's checking up on me. Making sure there is no mention of you know who. That away message is what got them! Hahaha! I thought it was hilarious. Getting a rise out of people amuses me. Damn, I am going to Hell. Oh well, Sarah and I are carpooling so you are welcome to join. Could be a fun trip. I don't know, it turned into a situation that *I* don't even understand. Somehow, I'm the immature one, I'm the bitch (oh wait, I've always been a bitch..scratch that), and I'm the one who "fucked up". It seems like whatever it is I did, I did alone, souly to Rachel and intentionally at that. Must be that damned MSD...I need to get off the drugs...Anywho, you call me Psycho, you better be careful. I will live up to it so you don't make false claims. I've done it before, it was fun, living up to the names people call me. I will do it again. You are asking for it. It's on baby! It's on! I'm looking forward to being Psycho. Like a retard in a Chucky Cheese.
But for now, I'm out like a midget in a high jump contest.
P.S. 6 days till Justin is here!!! :) :) :)