The Haunting
Why do you haunt me? Why do you Haunt my thoughts, my dreams, my reality? Why can*t you just go away ? I know I have a reminder of you everyday for the rest of my life, but She is MINE. She is my savior, She is my heart and soul, and the way I see her she has nothing of yours in her. She has my Love, she has my attention. She is MINE. Why can*t you be a Responsible? Why can*t you yearn for her the way I do, as others who Love her. WHy WHy WHy? For the rest of my life I can always wonder and question about your motives, but I will never be able to figure you or them out. There was a time when I thought I knew you......But I guess I was wrong. You were a deciever, a liar, a fake. You put up a front to make it believable that I was so special and wonderful, when it was all a LIE. I can never ever see you as a good person. God forgive me, but after all the damage you have caused, I just don*t have it in me anymore to give you the benefit of the doubt. You almost took everything positive I had in me. My Trust, My Caring, My Hopes, but luckily I didn*t let you seep through my skin that deep. You only touched the surface of my skin, but you never got a piece of my Soul. I Thank my lucky stars and God everyday that I have what I have today. I have a man who loves me, and stands by me, and loves My daughter as well, I have great friends who are there for me, and I have my family who will never fail to leave my side. I just pray and pray everyday that the memory of you fades away. I know I have a constant reminder of what we once had, but I have and will always see her as My own Miracle. My Creation. I use to question God, Why him? Why this man of all men out there? But now I question no more. God had his reasons and All I can thank him for is Her, and My Loving wonderful Boyfriend, Family and Friends. Soooo Fade Away.. Leave...