All Those Little Things
I'm getting scared with Paul.
Last night him=drunk and telling me things he normally would not.
he is coming home on friday to see me.
Hope it all goes well.
Too bad I am supposed to start ON FRIDAY
grrrr
I do not know when the last time i waited this long for a boy i liked
He told me that he really did like me which is amazing to hear because he is really hard to get anything concrete out of.
We have all these big plans and we decided last night to stop talking about them until after friday.
He said he is not sure if he should trust me yet or not.
i told him not too.
he said he is not expecting me to stay with him long so he is going to try his hardest to be with me as long as he can.
this is too much and writing it all out makes my chest tight with nerviousness
I would seriously be upset if things did not work out on friday
he said "you know it is going to be a little weird at first when we see each other since it has been a month since the last time..would you be offended if i just grabbed you and kissed you the moment i see you?"
Hell no thats what i was counting on.