Jun 09, 2008 02:28
I am going to miss you so fucking much when you're gone. I was lying when I said it hasn't hit me, 'cause it has, more than I can even explain. I am trying so hard to just value the time we DO have, and tell myself we'll still be friends after you're gone, but it's hard to deal with the fact that in a month and a bit, you won't be around. I don't know how I'm going to be able to say goodbye. I know I'll have to, but I don't know how. We've shared a lot in the last little while, you and I. You can read me like a book even when I'm trying to be dodgy, and I'm slowly beginning to understand you more and more every day. I know I can be a tremendous dumbass from time to time (read: often), but you still stick around even when I'm clearly too stupid for my own good. You are amazing for that. Don't ever change that about yourself. Sometimes I start crying and I don't even know why. This might be one of those times. I need to stop typing this. Have a good week everyone.
FanBoy, out.