FLASH BACK.
Well, Iam now back from my "Interview" and Iam pretty tired, but I try to tell you, what happened, why Iam a bit bored and kind of depressed. The whole day began as normal as one of those days can begin. I woke up, ate a toast with chocolate and a banana.. and then we drove on. I drank a lot of water, like its making me smarter *laughs hardly*
Well, we stopped in Greifswald, and then it began. First they talked and talked with all of us in a big room, and then we had to write... erm... like.. an Article: We had to answer the question: How do you imagine the ideal educator. I think, that I did this very well, but I dont know.
Than we got into groups, and had to draw a Picture like a Theme, that we connect with the Educator Job. We took Companionship. For me, its the most important thing. Not to be alone, just to trust those people. It was also my Idea, but what.. can I say? ^^
Than we ate a little bit and made this music test, it was kind of too easy... and at leats there was this Talk. It should have been one-by-one, but the whole group was in the room, and 3 Educator. I was totally nervous, so that my head got absolutely blank and I stuttered like an Idiot. This is also the Reason, why they didnt take me, I think. Maybe Iam too young, maybe Iam not "adult" enough for them. It just feels like they take all of my hopes, dreams... and definately all of my future. I dont know, what I do now. They set me up to the "waiting-List", but I cant wait. I have to write more Applications, because I need something to do after I finish my school this year.
Iam just kind of sad, and it didnt help, that we went to the mexican restaurant and ate a lot of good and hot stuff, that tasted very very very good. Now I feel a little bit... empty.
Wish ya all a good night,
see ya tomorrow... I think...
accomplished Jul.
Well, we stopped in Greifswald, and then it began. First they talked and talked with all of us in a big room, and then we had to write... erm... like.. an Article: We had to answer the question: How do you imagine the ideal educator. I think, that I did this very well, but I dont know.
Than we got into groups, and had to draw a Picture like a Theme, that we connect with the Educator Job. We took Companionship. For me, its the most important thing. Not to be alone, just to trust those people. It was also my Idea, but what.. can I say? ^^
Than we ate a little bit and made this music test, it was kind of too easy... and at leats there was this Talk. It should have been one-by-one, but the whole group was in the room, and 3 Educator. I was totally nervous, so that my head got absolutely blank and I stuttered like an Idiot. This is also the Reason, why they didnt take me, I think. Maybe Iam too young, maybe Iam not "adult" enough for them. It just feels like they take all of my hopes, dreams... and definately all of my future. I dont know, what I do now. They set me up to the "waiting-List", but I cant wait. I have to write more Applications, because I need something to do after I finish my school this year.
Iam just kind of sad, and it didnt help, that we went to the mexican restaurant and ate a lot of good and hot stuff, that tasted very very very good. Now I feel a little bit... empty.
Wish ya all a good night,
see ya tomorrow... I think...
accomplished Jul.