Jun 19, 2005 22:26
Problems at home. Shit Happend! Got kicked out! Nowhere to go. No money. No car. No job. Nothing I can do. And I'm not sure who I can turn to. Oh well. Tara left me...again...for good this time...it hurts... 3 years and it ends like this. WHATEVER! Not many friends on LJ. Not many friends in life. Nobody else cares, so why should I. Nothing matters to me anymore. And I have absolutly nothing. FUCK THE WORLD! FUCK ME! And if you're really reading this... FUCK YOU, TOO! I don't want anyone's pity. I don't want a FUCKING thing from anybody. I think I lost the only person I ever cared about, along with everything that ever meant anything to me. I feel so dead...so betrayed...so alone. But still...I love her more than anything. But right now,I don't have the slightest clue what my future holds in store for me. And I'm kinda scared. With all that said, I guess I'll end it now. Being a huge Pink Floyd fan and all, I'll take a quote from them...
Goodbye, cruel world,
I'm leaving you today.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye...
...Goodbye all you people,
There's nothing you can say,
To make me change my mind.
...Goodbye...