May 02, 2008 05:08
...Scheduled at 10:45. Can't sleep. Can't eat or drink, either. Mrrr...
I feel weird.
Boy, I hope I don't panic last minute when they put the IV in me. T_T I really don't want to think about being passed out while being worked on, either. Ugh. Must have the will and courage to press on.
Even if it drains all my money.
Even if it means permanent nerve damage.
Even if it means losing the tooth all along.
Even if it means laughing my head off in pain afterwards.
Even if it means being nauseous to high hell from the nitrous oxide.
Even if it means being so incredibly groggy afterwards.
I gotta do it.
I gotta ...
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