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yummy pics from today. the eye is kelseys.. my glasses broke and i am pale. and kelly was telling santa she wanted a pony. YES!.
so. kels got me blow pop smelling socks. she said itd be amusing for the next time i get trashed. yes. and matching head bands. yes yes.
so im grounded until end of march. the joy. but at least i dont have to get hurt by my fucking "friends" any more.
so yes. im sorry-- i wont be updating much.. only on thursdays.. (my mom goes to dance) yes.
um so christmas eve tomarrow.
fun?..
um yes. some people just don't get it do they?.. hahah what ever. i don't fucking care any more. ive given up my intelectual side and on with the dont give a fuck yeah lets go get drunk side. because as stupid as what i did was-- i forgot about everythinggg.. i like that.. and i was having fun.. just need to have people HIDE THE BOTTLE. next time.
my doctor says that because of the stresses in my life im likely to have a repeat of what happened. she said i need to "voice my problems" more.
hear this.
fuck you.
yep thats to every single one of the people ive ever thought have cared. because they just don't get it. never will.. so im done trying so hard.
minus a few.. marta.. allie... kelsey.... brian..... john...... yep.. i said i few-- i meant it.
oh yeh. mr. perryman knows what happened.. and when me and sarah left, he was like have fun over break.. oh wait.. thats right you cant do anything... hah.. grrrr...
made me laught though.
later fucks.