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so yeah, if anyone does care, ive completely stopped all drugs use since the very beginning of this year, except the fact about 2 1/2 weeks ago, i did adderall, but oh well, i stopped that too, and im pretty much going to stop drinking, since i havent in about 3 weeks, and the only thing im working on is cigs, but im probably not going to quit that for awhile, and you know what, i honestly thought back to how happy i was with myself before all that, and i want it back, i really do miss it so much, and i thought id havta start slowly, and its one thing right after the other i gave up the negative things that i chose to do, and im fine with only smoking cigs and thats it.i am honestly proud of myself, and ready for a new start and i think its time for one.