Fucking retard.
At least, that's what i've been calling myself all day since 4:45am. This was about the time i had already gone by circle k to get coffee and something to hold me over till noonish..when i get my lunch and was heading down the hill. Typically, i set the coffee in my lap, but going down the curvey grade made it fall down to my feet. My struggle to stop the cup from further draining on the floor caused me to drift too close to the center divider which caused me to over-correct myself. Easily enough, the car starts fishtailing, hits the parallel curb and busted my tires as i swerved back away from it...into the center divider... My car is very close to if not totaled. I got an ambulance ride to the hospital to get x-rays on my neck, but it seems to be just whiplash. I'm wearing a soft-brace just in case.
I find myself very lucky for how stupid i was and thankfull it wasn't worse...but at the time of the accident and even now all i can think of is how much i let everyone down. This is gonna cost me..even if i'm insured.. I couldn't make it to a very understaffed work day to help out.. and most of all, my parents. I love them so very much.. i hate to put them through this. Looks like another mistake i'll have to live with. That's all.
I find myself very lucky for how stupid i was and thankfull it wasn't worse...but at the time of the accident and even now all i can think of is how much i let everyone down. This is gonna cost me..even if i'm insured.. I couldn't make it to a very understaffed work day to help out.. and most of all, my parents. I love them so very much.. i hate to put them through this. Looks like another mistake i'll have to live with. That's all.