Sep 20, 2004 15:30
Yea..life is getting interesting. While keeping my grades up ( which is a bitch ) and juggling my job and friends..life is a bitch right now. The only way to keep sane is my cigs-tree. It seems to make life easier since im not letting it ENGULF my life. Its one thing to have it there..and another to let it take over. Sometimes i wish i could just tell me people. Yea u know..i smoke dope..but look how smart and intelligent i am. I wanna have a girlfriend..yet i wanna focus on school. Life is full of decisions and i hate making them. Im off to work. I work till 9 tonight and 10 on thurs/.