HAHA things couldn't get much worse!!

[fatcrapinmybutt]

Well hello everyone. I just want to post to everyone that i am officially in deep shit. Im sitting here in my room, doing nothing, which looks like its gonna be the trend for the next 20days. Im of course, again, suspended from school. They just so happened to follow me and my friend out to my car when i wanted to skip for 4:20..yea they searched me..then my car..and they found nothing on me but..yah. So needless to say my parents basically killed any life that i had, and im here--doing nothing. I have to go to "rehab" which isn't really even one. I have to go one-on-one with a lady, no dropping, and its more counseling than anything else. But maybe this is for the good. My personality hasnt changed, but my attitude has. It has opened my eyes to the world, and the things around me. Im not invincible anymore...on a light note..not really i have court on monday. Its a bench trial for anyone who knows anything about law this is where i can find out what i get and if i get anything at all. They can decide to cut me deal, which they will if i testify against my fellow companion Ryan. Ive already talked to him about it and things are cool. He totally understands where im coming from and knows that im not the type of guy that needs to be in jail, im a genius. Smart people dont belong in jail for making a bad decision in life, especially when i did no harm to anyone except myself and some property damage. Now that i got this off my shoulders i hope people out there will read this as see that you should ALWAYS think before you do something, take it from me i know what not to do..i always seem to fuck up. I had this great girl right in front of my i couldve had..but nope i fucked it up. I still care about her and all..but its time to move on----

PS--I had to go to the hospital because the cops and my parents thought i was suicidal--dont think so man. im ToOoO clever