a little something
(Sigh) Well, it's over. You thought you had something there. It worked…then it didn’t. You rehash, fantasize, obsess and try to come to grips with your heartrending misfortune. The world still spins, yet your life is stuck on “Pause.”
how fucking sad?
yes of cos its saddening. im sad still.
but, once i've got over the fact that hes like that,
no matter what happens.....
a leopard will never ever change its spot.
(this quote is not created without a purpose)
Yes, i feel stupid & dumb.
like i can't believe i was actually happy when he told me he loved me since we broke up,
and that he didn't love her AT ALL. because shes just DIFFERENT from me.
i really cant believe i felt happy.
gross.
anyway, and then when i went out with you.
all the promises u gave me were just..... empty.
you lied.
you fucking lied about waiting.
you fucking fucking lied about EVERYTHING.
why did i bother to even get myself so confused thinking bout all the things you said to me in the first place then?
conclusion: i am so dumb. i didn't use my brains to think rationally. and i swear i'll never be so stupid ever again.
Eric, thanks for the deceit and lies you told me. THANKS for waking me up from all the deluding of myself. THANKS can.
I wish i wasn't so dumb!! BUT, its okay, pple do make mistakes, and im so SO SOSOSO glad that i've woken up ! :)
Never again will I be so stupid. NEVER.
ohhh, i've gotten over the sadness. some pple are just so not worth it can!
how fucking sad?
yes of cos its saddening. im sad still.
but, once i've got over the fact that hes like that,
no matter what happens.....
a leopard will never ever change its spot.
(this quote is not created without a purpose)
Yes, i feel stupid & dumb.
like i can't believe i was actually happy when he told me he loved me since we broke up,
and that he didn't love her AT ALL. because shes just DIFFERENT from me.
i really cant believe i felt happy.
gross.
anyway, and then when i went out with you.
all the promises u gave me were just..... empty.
you lied.
you fucking lied about waiting.
you fucking fucking lied about EVERYTHING.
why did i bother to even get myself so confused thinking bout all the things you said to me in the first place then?
conclusion: i am so dumb. i didn't use my brains to think rationally. and i swear i'll never be so stupid ever again.
Eric, thanks for the deceit and lies you told me. THANKS for waking me up from all the deluding of myself. THANKS can.
I wish i wasn't so dumb!! BUT, its okay, pple do make mistakes, and im so SO SOSOSO glad that i've woken up ! :)
Never again will I be so stupid. NEVER.
ohhh, i've gotten over the sadness. some pple are just so not worth it can!