Dec 07, 2006 20:00
I am not even about to pretend like I know whats going on with anything. I don't know what I am doing. Most of the time I act like I am so sure of myself when a majority of that time I have no idea what I am doing or if I should be doing it.
I like it. Today was one of those days where I feel like everything is going right for me. Its one of those days that make every other day that isn't so good worth living for. It seems like for me its a day to day thing. Latley the days have been good, my mind wonders far more then I wish it would thinking about things that I know are unrealistic.... well actually I don't think about things that are impossible. I think that most things are possible if that is what God wants. Sometimes I think I have what he wants for me all figured out then, I realize that there is a whole world out there that I have been so sheltered from. I want to take on the world. I feel like right now I appreciate my friends and my love of God more then I probibly ever have. I don't want to take anything or anyone for granted anymore becuase people are amazing. If you just sit down and listen to what people have to say you can learn so much about them that you just really had no idea of before.
What I want one day, more than anything is to be able to sit down and tell my grandchildern about what an exciting life I had and all of the amazing things I did and places that I went.... thats really something I have been thinking about alot latley.