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So I'm sitting at work and getting paid to be on the internet... cool
Actually my trainer is in some meeting thing. I like this whole bank thing times goes by really fast and that is what I need. Plus its pretty laid back and you get to know other employees better.
Anyways this Rob guy called me from Riverview and I am going to start greeting, I have to call him back but I am pretty excited about it and I will find out tonight when I will be doing it. I like talking to people I dont know.
I am going through weird phases sometimes I am so happy and content but then with the blink of an eye I am all sad and feel really lonley but only for like half an hour or so.... I hope I'm not like a crazy
I get so jealouse of Married people, the girl who is training me is married and a baby on the way and she is just glowing. Thats what I want right now... well at least give me the person I am going to marry, I like that security and I dont like being single anymore. It's weird how much I have realized thats what I want in the last couple of weeks. I want to get married young no later than 22. I want someone to love me like I know I am capable of loving someone and just know thats the person I am going to spend the rest of my life with. I would never be lonley again and I want lots of kids well at least two boys and a girl but the girl has to be the youngest. I want a cute little house thats not to big becuase thats not important to me I just want maybe a ranch with a big basement for a pool table or just to hang out in. I want to be at all of my kids events and get them involved in the church young beucase thats important to me that my kids have that in their lives, I hate to sound corny but I want to be one of those cute church families that are involved and that know everyone. I'm weird but I guess I have been thinking about that way to much latley
Yup thats what I want, but I hate not knowing how its going to turn out.
Actually my trainer is in some meeting thing. I like this whole bank thing times goes by really fast and that is what I need. Plus its pretty laid back and you get to know other employees better.
Anyways this Rob guy called me from Riverview and I am going to start greeting, I have to call him back but I am pretty excited about it and I will find out tonight when I will be doing it. I like talking to people I dont know.
I am going through weird phases sometimes I am so happy and content but then with the blink of an eye I am all sad and feel really lonley but only for like half an hour or so.... I hope I'm not like a crazy
I get so jealouse of Married people, the girl who is training me is married and a baby on the way and she is just glowing. Thats what I want right now... well at least give me the person I am going to marry, I like that security and I dont like being single anymore. It's weird how much I have realized thats what I want in the last couple of weeks. I want to get married young no later than 22. I want someone to love me like I know I am capable of loving someone and just know thats the person I am going to spend the rest of my life with. I would never be lonley again and I want lots of kids well at least two boys and a girl but the girl has to be the youngest. I want a cute little house thats not to big becuase thats not important to me I just want maybe a ranch with a big basement for a pool table or just to hang out in. I want to be at all of my kids events and get them involved in the church young beucase thats important to me that my kids have that in their lives, I hate to sound corny but I want to be one of those cute church families that are involved and that know everyone. I'm weird but I guess I have been thinking about that way to much latley
Yup thats what I want, but I hate not knowing how its going to turn out.