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in all seriousness, my 22 year old cousin, woody ellison, had a heart attack recently. I have no idea when. I was just told maybe an hour or two ago. He's a regular guy. He's not even on the side of the family with most of the heart problems. I think he might have chewed, but he didn't do much else that would have hurt his heart. He's in fine condition, but the doctors say he has a heart like a 40 year old. he can't do much work anymore now.
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22-17 is 5 years.
I just see myself becoming that in not even 5 years. I'm terrified. I really need help. badly. help me get off of caffeine before I kill myself. I just don't want to be the guy with an epitaph that reads "If he didn't drink so much coffee, he would be with us." Its so hard though. I think about it alot, I'll just be walking down the road and I'll keep thinking I need coffee over and over again. like I'm some sort of smoker or something. I'm not scared of dying at all. I'm just scared of dying in a stupid way.
give me a new heart, someone. please.
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22-17 is 5 years.
I just see myself becoming that in not even 5 years. I'm terrified. I really need help. badly. help me get off of caffeine before I kill myself. I just don't want to be the guy with an epitaph that reads "If he didn't drink so much coffee, he would be with us." Its so hard though. I think about it alot, I'll just be walking down the road and I'll keep thinking I need coffee over and over again. like I'm some sort of smoker or something. I'm not scared of dying at all. I'm just scared of dying in a stupid way.
give me a new heart, someone. please.