it's b/c he's run out of fags in akron... He's moving on... Not soo much run out, got rid of.....

[fatboi]

have you ever found yourself on the outskirts of what once youre reality?!?!? A place all but comforting, where nothing that goes on makes sense... a land that once was assumed to be welcoming, now it all but confronts everything you feel and want... a barrier, a barrier to life, life that was dreamt of, dreamt of being real... Real or surreal, or a mixture of both... What is it lately... so many choices so many chances passed up... what am i supposed to do... Where am i suppose to go from here... Up or Down... Forward or regress backward, to a state of utter confusin... One might call this tourture, i consider this delight... Through the pain of life, and the utter dullness of faceless expressions, i find comfort, a feeling all but common to indecisives like myself...

never have i had to embrace this confusion, this un trampled upon ground.. a child bearing human, all but welcomed into my life... My mind wonders, my dreams are taken over, my heart all but beating for this creature of procreation?? What i ask my self, am i to do with this... Take a chance, or forever doubt my fantsies?!? subject myself to womanhood, or remain in solitude? Help in the heteronormative state of being, or remain in the Heterophobic place i call home?!?! That is the question...

Embark on a journey i have never seen the path too, or remain on the pretty, the gay, and the unfeeling??