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one good thing i can write about was my wonderful time in orlando a few weeks ago.. i loved it. jeff and jackie make me feel as wonderful as i did when i was with tori. i had the best time in orlando too. Yellowcard was amazing... but i missed her oh so much. little did i know, i only made her happy a few times, and mostly let her down. if i could take back everything and do it all over, i would in a heartbeat. but, i cant and things change. her birthday is saturday, and i wish her the best day ever. she really deserves everything great in the world, which is why we didnt work out; turns out i dont deserve her. she made me too happy and god said: no way bitch...lol well, no matter how down i am, jeff and jackie are always talking to me and trying to make me cheerful...though it only works sometimes. well, i guess that is all for now, Happy Birthday saturday to Tori (sorry) and Kristyn...and may that day forever be sacred...i hope everyone has love in their ♥ 's and on thier minds, and if you get a chance come see the band play that night, its for those two, weather they know or not.... i truely do miss the times we had but i know you deserve better......
~~Andy~~
~~Andy~~