Jun 11, 2005 17:49
I seriously am so depressed today...i dont know why.... i was okay for about 3 hours but then once i was alone in my room i was thinking about SOOOOO much and realising how much moving is going to suck......especially since it doesnt seem like many people care....i dont care im not looking for people to cry everyday saying how much they are gonna miss me....but the effort behind people trying to hang out with me as much as possible before i leave.... ITS ZERO!!!!Shawn calls me every day and i think hes the only one that gives any effort at all..... i watched the foresaken today.....its an awesome movie...i own it....it rocks!!!! i also watched pretty in pink...... i wish i ahda "duckie" not like a stalker....but a friend that cares about me more than anything and i dunno maybe i sound selfish...... but yeah ANYWAYS...... two more days at Mott high school and then ill be gone Forever..... oh well...... new beginings are always fun right? its the thrill of not knowing whats gonna happen....its like a first date..... even though i havent had one of those........... lol im pathetic...... oh well..... i dont know what else to write.... im having a going away thing at siobhans house..... limited people though if you havent heard about it by the 24th then your not people....
Later
Stacy