Here it goes.
I have dropped out of school, which i worked extra hard to get back into, because i didnt even go to classes from day one.
I am back home, back from where i started nearly a year ago.
I have an overwhelming sense of loneliness at times.
K.
now this stuff: Ever since i left for school last year, Kravis has been my partner in crime. Now he is leaving today and i am slightly glad to finally have some privacy....but i know that i will be so bored and so lonely once he's gone.
I just don't feel like my self. Ever since i got home i have felt like nothing is worth anything. I feel like i've given up on everything. I dunno, maybe it has to do with the school thing. I am such a fuck up and i can't help it.
I dunno what to doooooooooooooooooooooooo.
I mean, i'm not like...unhappy all the time here. I just worry so much about everything. I guess if you're as pessimistic as i am, all the negative things in life will weigh you down. But gosh, i hate being optimistic. I hate seeing on the sunny side. Being a depressed, crybaby fuck up is my thing, i guess.
oh well.
I am back home, back from where i started nearly a year ago.
I have an overwhelming sense of loneliness at times.
K.
now this stuff: Ever since i left for school last year, Kravis has been my partner in crime. Now he is leaving today and i am slightly glad to finally have some privacy....but i know that i will be so bored and so lonely once he's gone.
I just don't feel like my self. Ever since i got home i have felt like nothing is worth anything. I feel like i've given up on everything. I dunno, maybe it has to do with the school thing. I am such a fuck up and i can't help it.
I dunno what to doooooooooooooooooooooooo.
I mean, i'm not like...unhappy all the time here. I just worry so much about everything. I guess if you're as pessimistic as i am, all the negative things in life will weigh you down. But gosh, i hate being optimistic. I hate seeing on the sunny side. Being a depressed, crybaby fuck up is my thing, i guess.
oh well.